so i’m back in Singapore after an amaazing break, australia was great. i got to see my cousins and stuff but mostly it was school tours. i got sick twice though which was kinda annoying.. my first day back at school was loveelyy and today was pretty good! 

my holidays were amazing basically me and my family went around jaipur looking at different i india projects that we have supported and met the kids which was really good, also one day we went camel riding which was really cool hahah but i got sick halfway through and way throwing up and had a fever of 40. i am sosoosososoooooo excited to go to australia tomorrow i cant waittt! but i am also kind of scared about the school interviews.. 

So fucking pisssed at the moment, my friends turned out to be not-friends and everything feels like it’s falling apart. All I want to do is move back to Australia but that scares me as well, the thought of having nothing there. I don’t know.

that was a picture i took of my cat, and i think it is prettyy cool. he’s not actually as scary as he looks here. (; soo year ten is going pretty well. nothing majoor has happened, but things have been good. i am sooo excited for the christmas holidayys!!! and i can start my advent calendar in a few dayss:] yeah i have to get ready for work experience tomorrow (i’m going to a preschool ;D) 

great. so i’m just told i have to make a decision about whether i want to move in a few months. i only have two options which is to stay in Singapore until the end of year 13 then wait 6 months then go to university in Australia or move at the end of this year or sooner so i can spend year 11 and 12 there. and i don’t know what i want to do. moving is a frightening prospect for me, seeing as i will have to make completely new friends, wear a strange uniform and basically just start my whole life over. all the subjects are different, i won’t be able to finish my GCSE’s, and yet i definitely do NOT want to stay in Singapore for another 3 and a half years, i hate it here.